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Mais qu'est-ce que c'est reposant, la vie, quand on dit enfin ce qu'on pense !

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Je suis en train de “communiquer” avec des gens qui m'écoutent, qui me comprennent et surtout qui ne me jugent pas.

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Je veux retrouver ma mère, comprendre ce qui lui est arrivé, mais je ne veux surtout pas que Louna devine à quel point je suis perdue. Alors je prends une grande inspiration, je range mes émotions dans un coin de ma tête et je me prépare à sortir.

Mais une question me traverse soudain : qu’a voulu dire ma mère par « n’en parler à personne » ?

Comment suis-je censée trouver des réponses si je ne peux en discuter avec personne ?

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Lorsque je me retourne, mes yeux plongent dans les yeux bleu azur de Cédric. Ce gars me fait littéralement fondre. Mon univers a beau s’écrouler, à ce moment précis, rien ne m’importe plus, tout le monde se fige.

Le sourire de Cédric m’apaise instantanément.

Son regard, plein de douceur, semble effacer toutes mes craintes. C’est comme s’il avait créé une bulle de calme autour de nous. Même au milieu de la foule, je me sens seule avec lui. Ses lèvres s’entrouvrent pour dire quelque chose, mais je suis tellement absorbée par ses yeux que je n’entends rien de ce qu’il dit.

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Depuis toute petite, j’ai toujours voulu un animal différent à chaque fois : un poney, puis un canard, puis un lapin… Si j’avais eu ce pouvoir, je m’en serais rendue compte depuis longtemps et j’aurais fini par avoir un vrai petit zoo chez moi.

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Cette petite boule de lumière semble m’observer, m’analyser.

Alors que la lumière reste immobile face à moi depuis quelques instants, je me sens un peu rassurée et je pense

— Bonjour petite lumière.

Un instant de silence… et puis, à ma grande stupéfaction, une voix résonne dans ma tête :

— Bonjour, forme humaine.

Je cligne des yeux, incapable de croire ce que je viens d’entendre.

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