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« Puis le silence s’immisce entre nous, mais il n’est pas déplaisant. Au contraire, j’aime le fait qu’on peut partager ce genre de moment où les paroles ne sont pas nécessaires pour assembler deux personnes, où les mots qu’on tait ont plus de sens que ceux prononcés, où la présence de l’un suffit à apaiser l’autre. »

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— La maison que je dois rénover, c’est un enfer, lâche-t-elle. Elle est pourrie, tout est à refaire, c’est un putain de chantier qui va me demander plus de temps que prévu. Et toi ? Pourquoi tu picoles avec moi ?

— Esprit de solidarité entre colocs. Dans les films, c’est comme ça que ça se passe, en général.

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« Ma sœur avait l’espoir dans ses yeux. Ma mère, c’était l’amour. Mon père, c’était le feu. Et moi, je n’ai rien ! Un regard vide sans aucune émotion. Vivante à l’extérieur et morte à l’intérieur. »

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« Une petite voix me souffle que c’est peut-être la dernière fois, alors je fais durer cet instant quelques secondes de plus. Et à mesure que je m’éloigne de lui, mon cœur éclate en un millier de morceaux. »

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Il fut une époque où j’étais la seule personne capable de la faire sourire. Aujourd’hui, je suis la seule personne qui la fait souffrir.

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Durant cinq ans j'ai entretenu cette haine viscérale, cette douleur lancinante et cette tristesse profonde envers lui sauf qu'après toutes ces révélations, je ne sais plus quoi penser.

Je suis touchée qu'il ait voulu me protéger avant tout et je crois que je suis prête à lui pardonner toute la souffrance que cela a engendrée.

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Je m’éteins petit à petit. Comme une flamme qui cherche désespérément un peu d’oxygène pour continuer à brûler. Mais la seule chose que j’arrive à faire, c’est m’asphyxier.

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En fait, je crois même que je te déteste tout aussi fort que je t’aime. J’ai envie de crier, de t’embrasser, de pleurer, de me blottir dans tes bras et de te frapper.

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Notre amour n’était pas parfait, très souvent maladroit, nous faisions beaucoup d’erreurs, mais il était si puissant qu’il dépassait toutes mes craintes.

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— Et là, j’ai très, très envie de t’embrasser, ma louve…

— Sur la joue ? ai-je demandé, intimidée par la tournure des évènements.

— Non, pas sur la joue… Mais je ne ferai rien, si tu ne veux pas.

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Et voilà où nous en sommes : une dernière soirée parfaite qui vient clore cette histoire. Un livre qui se referme sans même avoir réellement commencé.

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La seule personne que j’ai acceptée dans ma vie depuis quatre ans vient de lacérer un peu plus mon cœur déjà brisé. Je croyais qu’elle et moi, on se soutenait dans notre galère, mais visiblement, elle attendait tranquillement, tapie dans l’ombre, que je fasse une erreur et me vole tout ce que j’ai. Elle s’est servie de moi. Comme tous les autres en fait. On m’utilise et après on me jette, comme un vulgaire mouchoir. Encore une trahison. Encore un abandon. Et la chute est encore plus douloureuse.

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Je n’ai jamais vraiment vécu de peine de cœur jusqu’à présent. Toutes les filles avec qui je suis sorti, c’étaient essentiellement des fausses relations pour faire parler la presse. Nous n’avions pas de sentiments et les ruptures étaient plutôt simples. Et pour cette première vraie expérience, j’ai compliqué les choses en tombant amoureux de deux femmes !

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La vérité, c’est que je me suis laissée sombrer dans ce monde pour tenter d’oublier ma vie chaotique. Oublier les blessures du passé. Oublier la médiocrité. Oublier ma douleur. Oublier ma tristesse. Oublier mes peines. Oublier. C’est ma seule obsession. Et le problème avec Néo, c’est qu’il me rappelle tout ce que je tente d’oublier justement.

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